I was educated today by a much younger man concerning what the gasoline that I buy does to my yard equipment that uses it. I had one costly repair a while ago and the reason given was water in the gas. Hmmm. I figured condensation or something, but that bothered me as to how to keep the water out of the gas can. And recently, I’ve been having problems starting some of my equipment. I speculated that the gasoline was old and that I shouldn’t leave any of it in any of the tanks, so when using equipment, I tried to judge how much I needed, and if I didn’t use it all up, empty it and let the engine run until all the gas was out of the lines. This works pretty well – all equipment starts up quickly now when I add “fresh” gas to the tank. Telling a friend who has a lawn care business about this, and quickly he said, “It’s the ethanol.” He told me how he spends much more per gallon of gas that is ethanol free in order to avoid problems. I read up on it and ethanol or any alcohol that is mixed in gasoline, will capture the natural condensation and take it to the bottom of a tank. When you try to start a piece of equipment that has had gasoline sitting in it, the equipment picks up the water and will not start. Why do we need ethanol? Well,we really don’t since cars and other manufacturers have created systems that take care of the pollution that ethanol is supposed to help eliminate. There was a movement to get it out, but George W. Bush, probably with his hands in and money in the industry, stopped any legislation to end the use of ethanol.
So why is gasoline without ethanol so much more expensive? That question reminds me of one of Andy Rooney’s rants, one of my favorites, where he wondered why a product with the salt removed is more expensive than one with it. He said something like he should be paying less since he is getting less product, and why put it in in the first place if you’re just going to take it out. All I can say is to follow the money.
Since I counted down to my retirement, during my morning, leisurely walk with Rylie this morning, I decided that it might be fun to count just how many days I am retired. Time – it’s wonderful when you can enjoy every second with thinking about a future deadline or time-crunch.
Below is from the Daily Dharma 8/22/16. It is a powerful statement that can be confusing to many – “give up myself?” Not really, just get rid of the baggage that you carry around in your self.
August 22, 2016
Giving Up Fear
A quick summation of Buddhist logic: the source of my anxiety is not the succession of objects to which it attaches itself but that volatile heap of memory and habit I have come to call “myself.” Give it up and you give up your fear; cling to it, and fear will haunt you always.
By watching Rylie for 2 1/2 years, I’m convinced that the early existentialist philosophers observed dogs and developed existentialism from the way dogs live. I’ve never seen a being able to adapt so quickly to the present moment, regardless of what the past moments were.
Imagine you’re a radio transmitter and receiver. Go out and look to the sky and transmit your thoughts, feelings, vibes to the sky and imagine beyond. Place no distance restraint on how far you will send; just hurl them into space. Then wait. You might get a response! Or try the opposite – go out, look up, and be a receiver. You might be amazed if you can just let yourself go.
One way of moving towards a personal sense of peace is to stop judging others. By judging others, you are putting yourself in a position that inflames your thinking and feeling, such that it causes ill health, physical or emotional. The next time you feel yourself judging someone, try seeing their life through their lens, not yours. It’s OK to disagree, but we must allow others to be who they have to be.
In today’s Daily Dharma from the Tricycle: Buddhist Review:
People who are attached to sutras and a scriptural teaching of words can lack faith in the living, mysterious experience of meditation that leads to a sudden insight. They are . . . attached to the stubborn habit of distinguishing between “true” and “not true.” Believing only what is written in holy texts, they are conceptually mesmerized by the treasures of others, instead of digging inside to discover the priceless gems of their own, lying deep within. —So Sahn
This applies to many experiences and beliefs, across many areas of human endeavor. Confidence is the key word here, as many people lack personal confidence to basically think for themselves. We’ve been beaten down over the centuries to blindly accept religious beliefs, medical “facts,” health issues, politics, economics, etc, so as to take away our ability to think for ourselves. It’s not easy, but it is achievable. Mindfulness training, guided meditation, and basically taking the time to realize your beliefs and from whence they stem.
Dismiss all the thoughts which bother your mind. Train yourself during many days, many months, many years, to retain this pure mind. One day, when your empty mind has become crystallized, suddenly it will be illumined by its own intrinsic wisdom. At that instant you will realize the state of pure awakening.